Shower me with relief

For some odd reason my back and knee have been overly annoying with pain, which I will attribute to the weather . Either way it's been a fairly long day and i figured since the meds offer little relief ill take a hot shower. Only vice is when I'm relaxed i tend to really think about everything, actually in must situations where im to myself i really think, but that's neither here nor there. Where I am is wondering what's wrong. You see my mother came home and she's te type of person I can just look at and know somethings wrong. Well today was one of those days, and something is VERY wrong. Only she won't tell me which really worries me because she always tells me what's wrong or if something happens. I'm really really worried, and while i was showering I just couldn't stop thinking of the possibilities that could make her k=not want to tell me the problem. It's just scary not knowing and I never know .