life &; it's absence

I don't mean to get all, I don't know what the word is; let's just say jumping Jesus, but I have a little story to tell. While I was on the bus today, I began to think about life; you see my cousin in-law recently took his own life which has made me really aware of my own. Well as I sat there & thought about it as if on cue an old man sat next to me with a book in his hand & as I read the title it became evident to me that I was getting a sign. The book the man had was a bible, old, worn, tattered but a bible. It is in the simplest ways that God makes himself known. In your darkest hours of depression, in the seconds minutes and days that you wish the world would just stop turning and feel the pain and hurt that you do, there is a sign. You just have to be open hearted, because he reveals himself in the humblest of ways, in the most simplest of places. I don't mean to ramble but I've always been a believer. I would like to send my love out to my Cousin Alirosa & her children Tyler &; Junie, I Love you Always And You Will Survive This.

R.I.P Jeff