Feels Like Today

You ever believe deep in your heart that you were made to be with someone? That's how I felt about Dennis. He was it and I was gonna spend my whole life with him. But things don't always turn out the way you expect them to. We broke up a while back and It was the worst thing I ever went through and am still goin through but it was bad i couldn;t focus or live me life because verything was consumed with thoughts of him everything was to hard and to sad and life just wasnt right. My life wasnt right without him in it. I was depressed and it nearly killed me. I honestly in no over dramatic way thought i was goin to die without him. And I almost did the person I was almost disappeared but with writing and music and amazing friends and family the days dont seem as empty anymore and my heart is beating again. And for the first time in a long time Today feels like a good day.