Just Friends

I told you I'd keep you posted about me explaining my feelings to charming. Well last night I did I told him exactly how I felt and that we should if we could possibly be friends later on. You know after we've both had some time to heal and be away from each other. He didn't take it so well at first but after he had a little time to take it all in he understood where I was coming from he just wished I told him earlier. &; I know it wasn't the best thing to do but I'm following my heart and after seeing him the other day it just doesn't feel the same anymore "/ It really is sad the way things end. But everything happens for a reason. I'm still young I want to have fun and be completely self-centered and flirty. I want to grown as an individual not as a couple. I don't want to be defined by anyone. It's my time to go crazy and have senseless fun and I must say I'm really looking forward to it.