The Reocurring

9 months over ; im so tired of our whole story. The other day I got so fed up with it all I just told him to leave me alone all together you know and he won't. Everything I do is wrong; i go on a date to try and get over him ;wrong. I talk to other people; wrong. Im wrong for trying to move on and he's not wrong for cursing me out and etc. I don't want to air out our dirty laundry cause that's not what I do . Im just sick of it all. I loved him, he hurt me, I ended it. He doesnt understand. End of story. Now that i'm at this point of moving on it's like he's always there every step of the way pushing me further towards my goal with his negativity and he doesn't see it. He doesn't see that all his temper tantrums everything he calls me just pushes me away. Cause in all honesty why would you stay with someone who called you a b**ch ? It's just not for me. I'm not with anyone I'm not dating anyone. Im not getting serious with anyone. Im meeting new people, goin out with my friends, im being me and that's all I've ever been. I just want this to be in the past already. I just want to leave it there. The reocurring has got to be OVER.