Major Melt-Down Mode!

Recently I was in a really dark place just thinking about everything that has come to pass and I broke down. I deleted everything and everyone ( mostly aside from family ), I was just sick and tired of all of it the gossip the drama the complication. I was inadvertently hurting myself over and over again, by just being gullible and unaware of myself as well as life. So I've been laying low trying to repair my relationship with myself with no kind of outside contamination. Up until recently I didn't think I'd get through it, but the other day my nieces and nephew came over. My oldest nephew is going to be 8 and i could cry every time I see him because he's growing up so fast. He ran up to me threw his little arms around me and said I'm so glad to see you and that was it I was healed. My antidote to life ; Andrew, Aniyah, Mercedes and Chase. Knowing that some little person that is so pure loves you and looks up to you truly truly is the greatest gift I've ever been given. We spent the day outside swimming well they did and I chatted with family and took photos of my little life savers.

Andrew


My oldest nephew and the most amazing person I have ever met in my whole entire life. I love him with my whole entire heart. He's very protective of his Titi Gabby ") , when he met prince charming right before I had to pull him aside and tell him he was still my favorite guy to which he replied " I know."






Aniyah

The little monster with the huge attitude. She has her own little place in my heart and I love her soo much ! She's tanished my reputation with the church people because they think she's mine but I could careless because she's awesome.














Mercedes

A picture is worth a million words let me tell you. My god baby , mercy beau cu. This little girl is completely phenomenal. She's mean and sweet and bad and beautiful all at the same time. Needless to say she's very talented. She almost never wants to come with me anywhere but on the rare occasion she does we have a blast.













Chase

This boy right here is my heart. I'm so attached to him because when he was still a baby and Tammy had to take David to work at night I would hold him untill we both fell asleep. He's really special to me & I'd have to say he's the nicest to Prince Charming. ")













The beauty in things is the antidote to reality.