Thursday, January 1, 2009

SARCASM &; 09

soo ive been away for a while &; seriously have been dreaddinq writinq untill my aunt told me she read my bloq soo thanks to titi Tracy im back. lolsz anywaysz it '09 & im rly happy of course i still dont have a qreat relationship with my father i just realized that im finally over this boy that i was in love with half of my life *( o.k so im exaggerating i havent been alive that lonq buh still ) im tryna build a relationship with my older sisters i feel a teensy bit shut out buh i dunno maybe its weird for them since they see me as the baby sister buh i have hope =) i met an awesome guy for the first time in my life i kissed a boyfriend when the ball dropped ringin in the new year & it is a new year .. new lessons to be learnd new thinqs to experience buh honestly for the first time im really lookin forward to it. at 16 im at the point in my life where ive rly been through so much & im rdy to embrace the fact that life is hard & i cant live it planned when i dont kno whats to happen next im living for today as plp wld say im beinq funny & spontaneous im making memories & loving every sinqle minute of it. i revel in my nieces & nephews lives i love & appreciate my mother more and more as my problems grow & her comfort seems to be the cure for everythinq still. i kno im young and relationship with boys dont last lonq well u kno w.e stereotype he seems different & after the ball dropped & we jut talked about thinqsz happinq in the new year he looked me in the eyes ad said im rly lookin forward to spendinq '09 with you & i think that qoes for everyone who i love in my life at this moment .. im rly lookinq forward to '09 with you.

write ya soon *

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