Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Eclipse
Why every word written I clinq to every feelin she felt I have mirrored...? Why is it so easy to so furious at a character ina book who u relate to so ridiculously ? Because I see her choices .. I've been in her position & I've chosen wht she has & I was wronq.? .. How it is I can look at her & understand myself & my feeelingsz ..? Cld I be so hippocritical.? The heart is so weird & love is sooo complicated .. Especially when u love 2 plp. Hmm thingsz never ceese to be complicated & my inability to see my true self has been blindinq me from wht I rly wnt wht is rly best for me . How can I differentiate my real happiness from my illusion of it? Solitude seems the likey answer seems I need to get my shxt together..buh my need to love & to be loved .. Is alwaysz to stronq to fiqht. & I wonder how it is I can feel the way I do when my heart is in such a rare condition. Hmm.? I'm deeply thinkinq & my thouqhts have always been my biqqest downfall
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Seems to me like your in love with two ppl and ur not sure on who to choose. What I can tell you is do they both love you? And if you don't know which one u wanna be with then u gotta look at it as who would u rather be stuck on a deserted island for the rest of your life. well you wouldn't be stuck if you truely love them. U want love, and love wants you. Maybe ur key to happiness could be that love, it could be that treatment you need.
And being by urself is only going to be good for a little while til you realize damn I want somebody again just anybody at that that can replace those thing that were done. But the fact of the matter is no one can replace true love. Can we replace them with other little cute momments for more cute momments yes.
*I don't think I helped at all. but that's just my .02 cents.
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